Sunday, April 24, 2016
My job (I guess I have a job!)
For several years now I've worried about how we're going to pay for the triplets' college. Even if they're able to get partial scholarships and jobs too, they're still going to need help from us. And help x3 is a frightening scenario. The only thing that I could think of to work and earn money was to substitute teach, but I knew that I don't want to do that now because I'd have to leave before my kids go to school.
When this worry started coming up over and over again I made a decision. Since it was so far in the future, and since I really didn't know what the future was even going to look like, I decided that when the worry surfaced I'd turn it over to the Lord, and ask him to guide me in the ways He knew I'd need to go.
I can't tell you how many times I've done this in the last few years, but it's been a lot.
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While I was in Utah for Elise's wedding my phone rang. It was my walking friend Lorraine. Lorraine is a marriage and family therapist, and in her office suite she also has a naturopath and a diet clinic. She was calling to say that her front desk guy, John, was going out of town, and she wondered if I would be willing to fill in for him for 4 days the next week.
This all came as such a surprise to me. I'd never expected someone to just ask me to work for them. Especially someone with such good hours-- 9-3. I told her that I thought I could do it and then promptly forgot about it and got on with the wedding festivities.
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The next week I got up even earlier than I usually do for family scriptures, and instead of going to the gym after I dropped the kids off I went to work. It felt so strange, but within a short time (faster than Lorraine expected) I started getting the hang of things.
What was surprising to me was that I really enjoyed it. I enjoyed interacting with the patients, I was surprisingly ok answering the phone (although I still have to stop and think about what I'm going to say because it's a mouthful), and I enjoyed the little projects that Lorraine and Dr. Sandell wanted me to work on for them. I'd been worried that I would sit there and be bored but that didn't really happen.
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At some point Lorraine told me that John was wanting to take a day off and would she wondered if I'd be interested in working Wednesdays going forward. I thought that sounded good. Then she decided that they were going to move to a new building, and the upshot of that was that I could work more if I wanted to. I decided that during the school year I think I want to work 2 days/week, and during the summer just one. She asked if I'd be willing to do 1/2 day of work at home every week on her projects and I think that will be great.
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It still all feels so strange to me--like it appeared fully formed from no where. But I'm willing to believe that maybe this is Heavenly Father guiding me and directing me to the place where we'll be able to afford having three kids in college at once. I'm delighted with the school-kid friendly hours and the flexibility. And surprised at how much I enjoy it. Now if I could just get the hang of going to bed earlier...
;)
When this worry started coming up over and over again I made a decision. Since it was so far in the future, and since I really didn't know what the future was even going to look like, I decided that when the worry surfaced I'd turn it over to the Lord, and ask him to guide me in the ways He knew I'd need to go.
I can't tell you how many times I've done this in the last few years, but it's been a lot.
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While I was in Utah for Elise's wedding my phone rang. It was my walking friend Lorraine. Lorraine is a marriage and family therapist, and in her office suite she also has a naturopath and a diet clinic. She was calling to say that her front desk guy, John, was going out of town, and she wondered if I would be willing to fill in for him for 4 days the next week.
This all came as such a surprise to me. I'd never expected someone to just ask me to work for them. Especially someone with such good hours-- 9-3. I told her that I thought I could do it and then promptly forgot about it and got on with the wedding festivities.
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The next week I got up even earlier than I usually do for family scriptures, and instead of going to the gym after I dropped the kids off I went to work. It felt so strange, but within a short time (faster than Lorraine expected) I started getting the hang of things.
What was surprising to me was that I really enjoyed it. I enjoyed interacting with the patients, I was surprisingly ok answering the phone (although I still have to stop and think about what I'm going to say because it's a mouthful), and I enjoyed the little projects that Lorraine and Dr. Sandell wanted me to work on for them. I'd been worried that I would sit there and be bored but that didn't really happen.
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At some point Lorraine told me that John was wanting to take a day off and would she wondered if I'd be interested in working Wednesdays going forward. I thought that sounded good. Then she decided that they were going to move to a new building, and the upshot of that was that I could work more if I wanted to. I decided that during the school year I think I want to work 2 days/week, and during the summer just one. She asked if I'd be willing to do 1/2 day of work at home every week on her projects and I think that will be great.
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It still all feels so strange to me--like it appeared fully formed from no where. But I'm willing to believe that maybe this is Heavenly Father guiding me and directing me to the place where we'll be able to afford having three kids in college at once. I'm delighted with the school-kid friendly hours and the flexibility. And surprised at how much I enjoy it. Now if I could just get the hang of going to bed earlier...
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That's so cool! I feel that way about my job, too--like it just fell out of heaven onto my lap. And what a blessing it has been for me, too!
ReplyDeleteGood for you! I always think I'm going to be amazed someday when I see all the little (and big) ways I was guided by a divine hand. I hope we'll be able to have that blessing!
ReplyDeleteGood for you! I always think I'm going to be amazed someday when I see all the little (and big) ways I was guided by a divine hand. I hope we'll be able to have that blessing!
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